3:58 p.m. - 2009-03-11
Coming back to life
I painted for the first time in years today. It felt good. I'm still terribly rusty, though. I'm getting my life back together, which is nice. Dave has brought me closer to myself. I had to be someone completely different for Robert...and i lost touch with myself.
I feel strange today. Not working is certainly not helping. Hrm.. Im sure not having a church that i can regularly go to has something to do with it. My sex drive has gone down considerably the past two days. Im not sure whats going on with me. Probably just anxiety from not working.
Well, painting today made me realize how much of myself i lost when i was with Robert. Having said that, here's a list of things I'd like to start doing...
1) Learn to really enjoy life.
2) Play more videogames
3) Sing more
4) Paint more
5) Learn to play guitar, get inspired, write a song!
6) Find recipes that inspire me, and cook more!
7) Write more
8) Take more pictures of things i love. Food and etc.
9) Learn to make jewlry
10) Spend more time with friends
